Sunday, December 20, 2009

Nostalgia for “what was”

Heidi wrote our Christmas Newsletter last night and we realized that there is just so much that has happened this year—there isn’t near enough room to write it out and share with all of you in a Christmas card!  2009 has been an unbelievable year.  It is hard to rationalize in my thick head that 8 months ago I was living in Panama and working in a foreign mission field.  We see God’s blessings all around us, but at the same time our emotions can sometimes catch the best of us.  Heidi and I often find ourselves strategizing,“future-casting,” dreaming of the day that we will go back to the mission field, even to Panama.  The Lord tells us to be content with what we have and where we are at in life.  Is it a sin to long for what was, when “what was” is ministry and mission?  We are called to live out God-honoring and God-glorifying lives wherever we are.  If we long for what was or what could be, and don’t focus on the now…could we be missing out on a portion of infilling that God has for us?

I miss being in a position of full-time mission and ministry.  But I’ve also always known that I am a full-time missionary no matter where I am or what I am doing.  One thing that I’ve noticed about myself recently is that I have fallen into somewhat of a rut.  A place where I’m not sure I love what I am doing, not sure how I am affecting people, and not sure how I can get out of it.  Opportunities for career advancement use to be a huge thing for me—but now there are more important things to consider.  I will soon have a family with a child in it.  Life is starting to take a different shape. I know life will change dramatically.  What will my role be?  How will the next year be shaped by my worldview?  How will my family meld together?  And how will God move?  All questions that can’t be answered…now.  All questions that if not dealt with properly can cause a lot of unnecessary worry and migraine! 

Do not take the above paragraph as meaning I am unhappy or sad.  In actuality, I am very happy and excited about the fact that I am not sure about much.  It helps me to be focused on what I am sure about in Christ.  God’s grace holds us up.  A verse that has been inspiring to me over the last few months is from Deuteronomy 33:17,

"The everlasting God is your place of safety, and His arms will hold you up forever." 

His arms will hold you up forever…His arms will hold me up forever.  We no longer have to stand on our own merits and fail.  But on Christ alone.

So, maybe someday we will return to the mission field as full-time missionaries…maybe we won’t.   All I know is that we need prayer to focus on the now—what God is doing now.  God help us to know what role He wants us to play in His story at just the right time!

Friday, November 6, 2009

Boys who can shave

I thought this was a great sermon by Mark Driscoll…have a listen!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

HILLSONG UNITED I-HEART FILM

We’re in this together!  Who wants to go to this film on November 4th?  It is showing at the Century 20 Jordan Creek movie theater in Des Moines.  Check out the trailer below and also the website for the launch of the documentary here.  Let me know if you want to go with Heidi and me.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Catalyst 2009

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Those of you have have seen my status updates on Facebook or twitter know that Heidi and I are in Atlanta this week for a Leadership Conference.  Over 12,000 Christian Leaders in one place learning, loving, and worshipping.  I will try to take some video/pictures and post throughout the week.  I am looking forward to the Christian friendship and being refreshed.  Catalyst was so life-changing for Heidi and I last year—I wonder what will happen this year.  Follow the action at www.catalystbackstage.com.  I will be tweeting and Facebooking all week as well.  I hope this will spark my blogging spirit again! :-)

Thursday, October 1, 2009

What the Gospel is Not

Some friends of mine posted this on their facebook page and it was convicting. Is this a message you needed to hear?

Sunday, September 6, 2009

God keeps His promises, even when we don’t keep ours

I have a lot on my mind this morning. Maybe it is a few months of writer’s block coming out now in one sweeping stroke of my pen. I have been pretty silent on this blog since I left Panama. I had promised myself, as well as others, I would keep writing.

As most of you know Heidi and I are living in the United States now because we believe that God called us back to our home country. He made it apparent to us that this move was an act of obedience. It was difficult for us to obey, but by His grace we did.

After being back for nearly 4 months now I am feeling the weight of sin in our country and in myself. It is not that in Panama there is no sin—there is much. It is not that I didn’t have sin before—there was much. I am trying to express the heaviness I feel about being back in this country and my struggle; living with a stronger awareness of the sin around me. I know it is right that Heidi and I moved back; the Lord has provided many opportunities to live a life that gives glory to Him—many of which I am sure we have squandered.

My work is an awesome place for me to give testimony to Christ and His amazing grace. Why don’t I testify to it more often? My prayer life has suffered since we returned back to the States, especially recently. It is not that I don’t want to pray—but lack of thought or motivation to do so is difficult to overcome. I don’t want to play catch up with God—like I am doing with this blog! Help and prayer for this to be overcome is greatly appreciated.

At the same time Heidi and I have been sure of the God’s promises to us, despite, at least, my own failings as a follower of Christ. I trust in His grace that covers those who believe in Him and His mighty victory over sin.

As we were deciding whether or not to leave Panama and come back to the United States, I had a series of different dreams (I may share others in the future) in which I believe God was speaking and making promises to me. One of the promises, or words to encourage obedience, had to do with children.

God promised to Abraham, in the Book of Genesis that he would have a son through his wife Sarah. Immediately after Abraham is promised this, he and his entire household (the males) were circumcised. It was an act of obedience after a promise that God had made.

Many of you know that Heidi and I went through a miscarriage in January of 2008. It was a difficult time in our lives and the months that followed were not easy. But, many of you don’t know the next part of the story. This last January, as Heidi and I were trying to make a decision about whether to stay or leave Panama; God spoke to me in a dream saying, “Follow me! Obey me and you will have a child.” I woke up that morning knowing we were to return to the States. God is faithful and as of 6 weeks ago, I am going to be a daddy!

Heidi and I fully understand that this is really early to be announcing a pregnancy. What if it happens again? What if something goes wrong? Those are legitimate questions, but we believe in a God whose ways are higher than our own. We believe that our family in Christ should know about and be praying for the life that is developing in Heidi’s womb every step of the journey. We have had one appointment with a doc to confirm the pregnancy. We will see him again in two weeks to do an ultrasound and see if we can hear a heart beat. Please be praying for the baby’s development over the next few weeks.

Even though the weight of sin is always around us—whether we are aware of it or not, God’s mercy and grace extend past it. He is righteous and just, and faithful to forgive us. He never goes back on His Word. He always keeps His promises. This is why I trust that, through Christ, the weight of sin has been lifted and we can live lives that give Glory to Him without shame and without guilt. As it is written in Jeremiah 31:33-34,

“But this is the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel after those days, declares the Lord: I will put my law within them, and I will write it on their hearts. And I will be their God, and they shall be my people. And no longer shall each one teach his neighbor and each his brother, saying, “Know the Lord,” for they shall all know me, from the least of them to the greatest, declares the Lord. For I will forgive their iniquity, and I will remember their sin no more.”

Monday, August 10, 2009

$12 Budget for Back to School!!!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

One month and counting

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So I have been in my new position as a supervisor at Wells Fargo for just over a month now.  It has been very interesting to learn all the ins and outs of the current mortgage industry.  I read about all the issues that people were experiencing due to the immense drop in property values over the last few years, but now I get to here individual stories about how it is affecting them.  As I work in the Loss Mitigation department for Wells Fargo, I have heard from people who are at the edge of foreclosure and losing their home.  Some of these homeowners are...unique, but others are normal like you and me.  Some can be helped, others cannot--and that is frustrating. 

On the other side of things, I wish I could tell that person that is 10 payments past due on their $500,000 mortgage to sell their house and live in something they can afford.  That person is the epitome of materialism, and what it means to have the biggest and greatest--without the means to pay for it.  And, in the end we might just suggest that--we may tell them to short sale or sell the house, but only after months of attempting to keep them in their home through short term solutions. 

As far as my daily role as a leader in my organization, I am finally getting to know my team and build some report with them.  There are many opportunities to train, coach and influence in my role--I love that about my job.  Also, I have had multiple opportunities to share my faith, and for that I am thankful.  It is a much different situation than my last job (as a missionary) as I have to be careful about how I share my faith--so as to not initiate it as a conversation.  

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However, I did tell my boss in my interview, that I wouldn't be holding back my faith on the job--so she hired me fully aware of my beliefs and intentions.  Another great thing where I see God's plan written all over is the fact that the two other men that work with me in a supervisor role are active Christians.  One was a youth pastor before coming to Wells Fargo.  I see a lot of potential, and feel God's hand over the work--I wonder who will come to know the Lord?  So many of the people that work for me are hurting and lost.  Their stories are just like those of many of the homeowner's we talk to everyday, so who is going to be the one that reaches out to them?  When will that happen?

Lord, here I am, send me.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Humbly Home

Okay, so I have been slightly disconnected for the last few weeks.  I figured I better give an update on how we have been doing.  A lot has changed since May 5th.  The initial move back to the USA was fine as all of our luggage made it to our final destination.  We spent a few days with Heidi's family in Fort Wayne and then headed onward to Saint Louis in a rented Budget Truck!  We drove from Saint Louis up to my family's house in Akron, IA as a stopping point before we headed down to look at houses in and around Des Moines.  WE ended up finding a great house in Ankeny, IA that fit our price range and also our tastes.  It is great because I only have a 15 minute commute to Des Moines (where my new job is) and the same time frame for access to much of the Des Moines Metro area.  We are getting to know our surroundings again, much like when we first moved to Panama, we have a lot to learn.

Here is a picture of our new home from the front:

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So, for those of you who were wondering if we ever made it back to the States, or if I had just fallen off the face of the planet--I am back and will do my best to keep up with my blog posts!  It should be an exciting summer! Thank you for your prayers and encouragement over the last few weeks! 

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Leaving home to go to a far off land...

Well, tonight is our last night in Panama!  I have mixed emotions as I sit here by myself.  Heidi is at her last women's small group Bible study.  I hope she is having a great time with them.  It is a bittersweet feeling to know that God has called us to something else and it is truly evident that He has every step of the way planned out; and at the same time leave a place and network that God has used to bring us closer to Him.

God has continually provided for us during this time.  We had no problem selling almost all of our belongings.  That money will help us to find a house back in Des Moines, IA.  I recently accepted a job offer with Wells Fargo Home Mortgage and will start training there the end of May/beginning of June.  Of all the jobs I applied/interviewed for over the last three months, this job is the one I wanted and they offered to it to me last Monday.  I will be a supervisor over a team of 15 loan adjustors. I have a lot to learn about the industry and the job, but I am excited about working for one of the "healthy" banks in the US.  Heidi and I both like Des Moines and are looking forward to this new adventure we are going on!

While we are still United States citizens, we have become a part of a different culture that mixes Latin American and North American lifestyles.  We are different people now compared to who we were three years ago when we took this job with LCMS World Mission.  So many people have been a part of our lives during this time, influencing us and helping us to grow closer to Christ and to one another.  We thank each of you with whom we have come in contact during the last three years; for your guidance, prayers and support.  We love each of you and you hold a special place in our hearts.  We look forward to the years ahead as we continue our relationships; influencing each other and trusting in the Lord to bring more into His flock through what he does with our lives.

Praise be to God our Father, we thank Him for all that He has done.  His works are mighty and just.  We love Him with our whole heart, and we love the body of believers, who are the Body of Christ!

Friday, April 24, 2009

We can't live without forgiveness...

 
God, help us to forgive one another so that we may live freely in you!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Our visit back and Luggage Issues

Many of you know that Heidi and I flew back to the state to visit family over Easter and to have a few interviews. My interviews have been going so well--I have had one job offer already, and I expect at least a few more positions to be offered to me in the next week (if what was said at my interviews is any indication). We have been blessed in our time with family and friends, and are looking forward to this new adventure that God is leading us on.

One of my observations about the country and the economy is that people are half and half. Some people are extremely positive and upbeat about their lives and others are not. Some drag on the economy all the time and others don't. Some of the people that were extremely positive aren't even working because they were laid off--in Indiana, one of the hardest hit places in the country as far as layoffs go, I have run into some very positive and motivated people.

Lastly, the Lord just blessed us with a kind and loving person at Continental Baggage claim recently. When we flew into Omaha on April 4th two of our suitcases, those four wheel ones, had a wheel completely ripped out. There was a huge hole in the bag where the wheel had once been. I figured that the airline would not cover it, but called in a few days later when I realized that my warranty on the bags wouldn't cover it. The lady (continental customer service) on the phone said to take it to a Continental Hub and that a clerk there would either give me a voucher to replace the bags or send them in to be fixed. I was surprised at this, but took her word for it with a damage claim number. When we went over to Fort Wayne to visit Heidi's family, we planned a specific trip (we visited some friends as well) to the Indianapolis Airport (135 miles away) to go and talk with the baggage claim office there, fully expecting to be given a voucher or that they would send our bags in for repairs. These bags were not cheap when we bought them 2 years ago. When we walked in the clerk told us that they don't fix bags and they don't replace them if the wheels are busted off. I told her that the representative on the phone said they would. After a few minutes talking with this kind woman, she went to the back room and brought out two "stock" bags. And just gave them to us--and we kept our old luggage. Wow! What a blessing! The bags are very similar to the ones that were damaged, if not a bit nicer. They aren't four-wheelers, but now that we've had two break on the same trip we probably won't be buying them again. Here is a picture of our new bags:


Thanks Continental for being so kind and being true to the word of one of your representatives, even if she was wrong! Very good business!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

MUB--Multiple Update Blog

Hi Friends! I am currently experiencing a blog-writing writer's block, so I decided I just needed to give a general update over a few areas of our lives--in other words a MUB.  I try not to do these types of long updates, but hopefully this will spark a bit more creativity for future posts.

Moving update

About two weeks ago I sent a list of items that Heidi and I would like to sell before we move to our friends and co-workers here in Panama.  I thought I needed to do this about a month or so before we moved in order to get everything sold in time.  Well, thirty minutes after I sent the email people were calling me asking if they could come over and buy stuff.  That was at 10pm on a Monday night.  Yeah.  We have not had any problem selling most of our belongings for the asking price.   I wasn't really prepared to have everything sold in a week, but it turns out to be a real blessing.  Almost everyone is okay with us keeping our things until the week we leave and has paid at least 50% of what they are buying--like a layaway program!  When people started coming over to see things, it started to settle in a bit more that we are really going through with the move and that it really isn't that far away. 

We will continue to work with LCMS World Mission until June 30 as we phase out and my interim replacement phases in.  Our visa here in Panama expires on May 6, so we will be flying into Fort Wayne on that day and start the re-entry process.  While we know living back in the US will be a lot different than what we've come accustomed to--we have been back enough to not become totally disconnected from US culture and societal changes.  We "think" we are prepared and know what to expect. 

Mission Work

Mission work is going forward all over Latin America.  I encourage you to follow some of our other missionaries blogs to see what is going on around Latin America in Lutheran Missions.  You can find a list of mission blogs at http://www.lcms.org/pages/internal.asp?NavID=1231.  Those of you who followed my work in Peru can keep up with it by checking out Anthony Diliberto's blog at http://godgraceandguineapigs.blogspot.com.  

My work has started to get more intensely focused on financial statements and budgets over the last months.  The current situation in the US has caused us to start planning for substantial budget cuts, yet the Lord is still graciously providing support through generous people, like those of you who read this blog!  As I work to hand over my job to some one else, I want to make sure that everything is in order and clear as can be.  I feel like I have put a lot of hours into making the accounting, budgeting and planning, office, and operations management as efficient and mission-driven as can be with the resources we have been given in Latin America.  The idea is that the next person will be able to build on, and make better, the way that mission work is managed on the operations side of things.

Heidi and School

This Friday marks the end of the 3rd quarter at Crossroads Christian Academy where Heidi has been teaching four high school English classes as well as Debate.  She has filled in for a teacher that is on maternity leave for 10 weeks.  Since Heidi and I will be back in the states over Easter to visit family and interview for future jobs, Friday will be her last day teaching there.  Heidi has really enjoyed her time there and it is hard to leave an organization that has treated her so well and has benefited from her as well.  I think CCA and Heidi were deeply impacted over the last 2 and a half years; and that relationship will continue through the years.

Sophie Marie

Sophie is doing well.  I think she is starting to catch on that things are going to change soon.  When we travel home for Easter she will be staying here in Panama with Music Missionary Jack Johnson.  He will be house and dog-sitting over the next two weeks.  Sophie, who, as of right now, is the only dependent and focus of all our attention was pretty sick for about two weeks after she was treated for some skin irritations.  I guess Panama isn't the best place for a Yorkie to live, especially during the high Mosquito season.  We slowly nursed her back to health by feeding her rice and hard-boiled eggs.  Yeah, who would have thought that kind of diet would help a dog get over a bad stomach virus?

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Please join Sophie (and Heidi and me) in mourning with our parents, Tony and Jennifer, over the loss of their beloved German Shepherd, Sassy.  She was quietly put to sleep yesterday morning after sustaining some bad injuries.  She was the mother of 10 pups and the live-in girlfriend (can dogs be married?) of Buddy (also a German Shepherd), who is yet to be found.  She is survived by her brother-in-law, Ponch (a Lab), and her pups.There is reason to believe that coyotes are to be blamed for the injuries sustained by Sassy and the disappearance of Buddy.   We believe that Buddy valiantly protected Sassy--and if he is found that there will be a great welcoming party for him at the homestead.

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MBA Studies and Employment

I just finished a course in Strategic Human Resource Management for my MBA two weeks ago and I will begin the next course on Monday.  I am looking forward to the next year of coursework and onto graduation next March.  YEA! 

I have been pleased, so far, with the response I am getting in my job search.  I am glad that I have started early and I am getting positive results.  I will have some interviews for various types of management positions and/or leadership roles in different organizations.  I am looking forward to the process and selecting the best fit for what Heidi and I feel God is leading us to do.  Please continue to pray over our decisions and that God will bless the road we are on--we believe that we are following His call on our lives. 

Trusting the Lord

I pray that you will move forward in boldness as you serve the Lord where you are, at work, at home, and in your communities.  I leave you with a scripture verse that has encouraged me this past week,

"...but always seek to do good to one another and to everyone.  Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you." 1 Thessalonians 5:15-18 [emphasis added].

 

Hope you enjoyed this addition of MUB!  God Bless!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Love is not a fight

So in my last post I wrote how we saw Fireproof last night and it was a great movie.  This song, "Love is not a fight" by Warren Barfield has a great message and the music video shows clips of the movie throughout.
 
Marriage has been a topic of discussion over the last few weeks here in our small group sessions.  The statistics in the USA about the divorce rates just break mine and Heidi's heart. People give up too easily. Jesus forgive us.  We need to be praying for married couples around the world. The devil is on the prowl seeking whom he may devour and he will jump at any chance to tear families apart.  Let's be prayer warriors for all engaged, newlyweds, young couples and those that have been married for many years!  Marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, we must fight to promote and protect it!  Love is not a fight, but It is worth fighting for! 
Have any of you seen Fireproof?  What did you take away from it?

Is your marriage "Fireproof"?

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Tonight, Heidi and I were invited over to a friend's house to watch the movie Fireproof.  I had heard of it and have wanted to get the book, but I wasn't expecting it to take on such meaning for me. With the way our culture treats marriage, it sure doesn't seem like anyone is asking, "How can we fireproof our marriage?"  The story seems pretty typical and touches on issues that almost every man and woman have dealt with, but it touches the heart and convicts the mind.  I dare any married couple that feels like they are losing control to watch this movie--heck maybe even do the "Love Dare!" 

If this movie does nothing else, it portrays accurately that love and marriage is not easy.  Your marriage must be based on Christ and the Word of God or you will have no understanding of what real love is.  Marriage is about unconditional love.  And there is only one perfect example of what it means to love unconditionally--and that's Jesus Christ.  We must look to him in order to know how to treat our spouse!

Another part of the movie that I loved was the bond between the men.  The father-son relationship was extremely meaningful.  I also enjoyed watching the relationship between Caleb and his right hand man, who was a Christian.  Everyone needs a person of their same gender for accountability--and to just bounce things off of each other.

In the end, there is no way to get around it--Christ must be the center of any marriage, or there will be a gaping hole that can never be filled.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Bathroom Bills? Marriage equality? Como Que? Wow...

 
So I think this is absolutely ridiculous what some states are trying to pass as "gender-discrimination" bills.  I mean, it's one thing to have a law that says you can't fire someone because of their sexual orientation--but something so inclusive that some guy can decide on any random day that he feels like a woman and wants to use the women's restroom--and there isn't anything wrong with that?  I don't know about all of you, but I get a little freaked out when the cleaning lady comes into the restroom when I am taking care of business...I can't imagine what Heidi would do if some random dude, who thinks he is a chic, walked into the restroom where she was at.  Get real!  Modesty and sexual morality have gone with the wind...

Thursday, March 19, 2009

I love being with this lady

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I would just like to take the time in this post to talk to you about how much this lovely lady, pictured with me in the picture above, and I love each other.  She is my wife and I love her to pieces.  I wouldn't have it any other way.  It seems that as we are going through this transition, we keep loving each other more.  We will be married 4 years this summer.

Don't get me wrong, we have our fair share of issues--like any married couple has--Sometimes I struggle with being insensitive, talking too much, and trying to make things logical; Heidi says she can be overly critical.  There are times when we disagree on little things or just plain don't like each other.  What do we do about it?  Get mad and storm about the house?  Slam doors and yell at each other?  No, we aren't that dramatic, like in the movies...but it does take time and patience.  Sometimes, we just need to be alone for a bit--and gather ourselves--when we come back together we apologize and move on, together.  When I am working and traveling and Heidi is working her tail off at school, sometimes we don't have much energy left at the end of the day.  Add a dash of stress, 2 cups of irritability, or some sort of cold or stomach ache--there are going to be times when we aren't nice to each other, or we just don't want to talk.  Heidi and I try to make it a point to just sit and talk together--to connect--no strings attached, no matter how we are feeling that day. Sometimes that means talking about how we are feeling and why--just caring for each other.  We have to be very intentional about it, or it will pass us by. It's hard work--to always, unconditionally, care for each other...because we aren't wired that way.

We are all wired, as humans in our sinful nature, to care about ourselves--our needs and our desires.  How do you work this out inside of a marriage?  One must turn to the life of Christ to truly understand what unconditional love is.  And not only did Christ lead a life that was unselfish and characterized by serving others, he gave the most powerful gift of unconditional love ever known, on the cross of calvary--taking all of OUR sins so that we can spend eternity with Him.  It's as if Jesus tells us, through his Word and actions, "Jon and Heidi, love each other unconditionally--no matter how much work you have to do, no matter how much you don't want to do the dishes tonight, no matter how much you don't like each other right now, no matter how bad your day was, or how uncertain the times may be--because you made a promise to love and serve each other for as long as you both shall live. Love one another, as I have loved you."

So, Husbands and Wives, love each other with all your heart, love unconditionally--no matter how much work you have to do, no matter how much you don't want to do the dishes tonight, no matter how much you don't like each other right now, no matter how bad your day was, or how uncertain the times may be--because you made a promise to love and serve each other for as long as you both shall live.  Love one another, as HE has loved you!

Friday, March 13, 2009

Foxes have holes and birds have nests...

Dave Ramsey is one of the leading financial and economic thinkers and he has a few things to say to us Christians who are freaking out about the economy.  What are we really scared of if we have food on the table and a place to sleep?  Isn't that security enough? 

At a recent Bible Study we learned what the Holy Scriptures say about security and following Jesus in Luke 9:57-62,

The Cost of Following Jesus
 57As they were walking along the road, a man said to him, "I will follow you wherever you go."

 58Jesus replied, "Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head."

 59He said to another man, "Follow me."
      But the man replied, "Lord, first let me go and bury my father."

 60Jesus said to him, "Let the dead bury their own dead, but you go and proclaim the kingdom of God."

 61 Still another said, "I will follow you, Lord; but first let me go back and say good-by to my family."

 62Jesus replied, "No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God."

The three men are like most of us who are so preoccupied with our own security; whether that is having a home, money or relationships.  Jesus tells the first man that there is no place for him to rest his head to make sure the man is ready to truly follow him.  If he does, he might be in the same situation!  The second and third men, were directly called by God to do something and they wanted to follow, but they had their : "But first I..."  So often we as Christians hear God calling us to follow him in doing something for others, giving generously, going to the mission field, pulling over to help someone with car trouble, being involved in your church, or spending time with someone who is hurting.  But we have selfish security issues.  If you are called to do something, you need to do it.  Obey.  We, all Christ-believers, are called to follow Jesus in some sort of ministry that he will use us in.  The Spirit moves us.  Your ministry might be inviting your co-workers to church--don't give excuses.

Here is a short video interview of Dave Ramsey with Craig Groeschel giving positive advice for us to live out our faith through finances in the current situation of the economy, enjoy!

 

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Daylight Savings Initiative

This is a hilarious video that you can use to remind your employees, church members, family and friends that this Sunday, March 8 is the day you spring ahead one hour.  It is very important to save this precious resource of Daylight, we must conserve our daylight so that we don't use it all up.  Otherwise, the generations to come will have to live in darkness.   Funny!

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Let the Lord Speak

So I am here in Caracas again, but for the last time. It is a lot different here now. Our mission office, where I stay when I come here, is empty at night time. Missionary Pastor Ted and his wife Rebecca recently moved to the Dominican Republic to join in the work that is going on there. So I am in the big house that LCMS owns here and hearing little sounds and there is no one to talk with, except Jesus.

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I wrote and sent our final newsletter as LCMS Missionaries today and the Bible verse I quoted was from my devotion this morning, in The Message version; Isaiah 51:4-6,

""Pay attention, my people.
Listen to me, nations.
Revelation flows from me.
My decisions light up the world.
My deliverance arrives on the run,
my salvation right on time.
I'll bring justice to the peoples.
Even faraway islands will look to me
and take hope in my saving power.
Look up at the skies,
ponder the earth under your feet.
The skies will fade out like smoke,
the earth will wear out like work pants,
and the people will die off like flies.
But my salvation will last forever,
my setting-things-right will never be obsolete."

Some people might think it is coincidence, but I believe that God placed this word in front of me today for a reason. I have mentioned that I feel called back to the market place, to a place where life is quite dark and gloomy now; a place where there isn't much hope. But we have hope in Christ's salvation, as it is written here; it will last forever. The stock market may crash, we might lose our jobs, we might lose a loved one unexpectedly; but His salvation is right on time and His will to set things right will never be out of place.

God, give us faith to trust in your Word and Power to save us!

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Today it begins

Hi everyone! Just a reminder that today is when 40 days of water begins. In my house we've already started. No juice or coffee to drink with breakfast, just water. You can still join in on this great cause, they even have a Facebook cause set up and nearly 25000 people are signed up for it.

You can too: https://www.causes.com/fb/donations/new?cause_id=968&fundraiser_id=1338852&m=38d81d22; or you can download the scorecard and keep track of your beverages that you normally drink and donate what you would have spent at the end of the forty days on April 9. You can download the scorecard here.

Please keep Carissa, Heidi and me in your prayers over the next 40 days that we will grow closer to Christ and more aware of those that suffer without clean water.

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Sunday, February 22, 2009

Deleveraging Markets and Missions

Below is a great article from The Mission Exchange that reminds us to embrace change and opportunities to better our processes. Posted with permission from Paul McKaughan.



Deleveraging Markets

& Missions

A McKaughan Musing



In the financial world, deleveraging forces people back to basics

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I find my attention riveted to the Financial channel on TV, and, along with millions of other Americans, I feel in my very bones the wild gyrations of the current market as it dramatically shrinks my retirement account.

New words have intruded into my vocabulary. One of those words is deleveraging. It is applied to banks, hedge funds, and all manner of corporate entities. The talking heads all say these huge corporate entities are deleveraging, and until the deleveraging process is over, the markets will remain volatile and chaotic.

It seems that in the "go-go" 80’s, 90’s, and right up until a few months ago, all manner of businesses borrowed huge wads of money in the hope that they could, by investing it, increase their profits. When the bubble exploded, when the complicated models for investment banking and real estate blew up because they were fundamentally flawed, corporate leaders had to deleverage. They had to find the money to pay back the people they had borrowed from. Brokerage houses, hedge funds, banks and many other business endeavors could not come up with payback funds and were liquidated or were forced to merge. It wasn’t that they didn’t have assets; they just didn’t have enough money available to cover their leverage. In the financial world deleveraging forces people back to basics.

Leverage essentially is the byproduct of inflated expectations, assumptions that lead people to take on additional and unwarranted risk. Yet it seemed so reasonable and safe. Everyone assumed real estate was always going to rapidly appreciate. Look at the track record. Return on investments should always be at least 10% to 20%, so it makes sense to borrow on your real assets to engineer an even bigger financial coup. The past few months have demonstrated quite vividly that even the expectations of very smart people can be unrealistic and quite wrong. Bigger is not always better, and growth at any cost can plunge whole communities into a financially toxic swamp. It is only when the crisis hits, and the bitter bottom is reached, that the deep hidden canker of inflated expectations, and just plain greed, can be lanced. Only then is a painful return to realistic assumptions and corporate health possible.

I have been thinking about deleveraging and missions. "Wait a minute" you say, "we don’t owe anyone any money. Our leaders are not paid exorbitant, even indecent salaries. Mission executives don’t have golden parachutes in their employment agreements." These, and all the other egregious acts, we have read about, were made possible with the complicity of a whole culture that lived on unrealistic expectations and false assumptions. The question that has been bothering me is, what unrealistic cultural assumptions and expectations have we in missions absorbed? Have our expectations and assumptions led us to make unwise decisions? Are they leading us into a situation where we will some day be forced to liquidate or at least deleverage?

We have enjoyed a protracted and unparalleled period of economic and organizational growth. This is true of the whole US evangelical community we are a part of. Our megachurches, schools, the para-church ministries have in the last 50 years prospered and grown enormously.

We tell ourselves that "Missions" has always gotten the economic leftovers. Yet our mission community is far wealthier, better educated and more comfortably sustained than ever in history. As the US has prospered, so have our missions. But have these boom times somehow warped our frame of reference and engendered within us unrealistic and, perhaps, even unhealthy expectations?

For us in missions, money has usually been tied to the support of individuals. People mean money. This may have influenced us to organizationally embrace an ever-increasing breadth of personal self-supported visions. Because expansion was relatively easy, we accumulated all kinds of ancillary programs. We broadened our organizational focus to accommodate greater breadth of purpose and the additional resources that came with it. All this we accumulated because at the time we thought it would make us more productive, and relative abundance allowed us to avoid the hard choices. In trying to get bigger and do a better job, we have, over the years, brought into our ministries all kinds of programs and people (leverage?) that have diluted our focus.

Times have changed. Missional deleveraging may be in order.

An author I was reading the other day called for the "creative destruction" of organizations in the light of the challenges businesses are presently facing.

His contention was that when the context in which one operates changes, then the organization that was designed for the former time must change or die. It is a kind of deleveraging process where all that was aggregated, hoping for increased effectiveness, must be paid for. The author was not talking about capricious corporate anarchy. He was calling for a thoughtful strategic deconstruction that would decisively pare the organization back to its most productive essence. Does not that represent a Biblical view of stewardship?

What are your expectations for the future? What pieces of the ministry do you need to "blow up" because they are not very productive today and will be less so in years to come? In hard times leverage, be it programs, people or money, entails the increased risk of irrelevancy one can’t afford.

One final thought: some missions should, as a part of the missional deleveraging process, pursue merger or even go out of business. Missions and other non-profits don’t tend to die decisive and honorable deaths; unfortunately they tend to malinger into irrelevancy, costing the church and its mission far too much.

Your friend, … Paul


Saturday, February 21, 2009

V-Day: Camino de Cruces

On Valentine's day Heidi and I went on an awesome hike with friends on a trail here called, Camino de Cruces. This trail is OLD. It was used by the Spaniards back in the 1500's to haul their loot across the isthmus of Panama. You can still hike the trail from Panama City, on the Pacific (south) side of Panama, to Colon, on the Caribbean (north) side. I have to say that this was one of the best Valentine's day holidays that I have had. Not just because we didn't spend money, but because Heidi and I were able to enjoy nature together and do something we like to do.

These two pictures below are from the top of a waterfall that is dried up right now. When rainy season comes, we've been told it is extremely powerful and beautiful. We got close to the edge and it was a long way down; don't let the picture fool you! All and all it was a beautiful day topped off with a Spaghetti dinner at home! What did you do for V-day?

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Thursday, February 19, 2009

40 days of Water

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Today I want to talk about a commitment that my household has made. Heidi and I, and Carissa, have decided that for 40 days we will drink nothing but water as our beverage of choice at meals or at any other time of the day. This means that we won't drink a morning coffee, have a coke with lunch, and that when we travel we will have to do our best to ignore Starbucks. But we are committed to and can do it.

The idea is that for the forty days (Lent) between March 1 and April 9 (the Thursday before Easter) we will be "giving up" or sacrificing all beverages, other than water, to remember those that do not have clean water in prayer. By doing this we will also be celebrating and giving thanks to God for the blessing that He has given us through water.

Water is an awesome symbol of purity to those of us who have Pure water! We believe all people should have this perception of water--as a cleansing and pure element. "...let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, with our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water." Hebrews 10:22. We believe that all people should be guaranteed access to clean water to drink and for sanitation. We believe that water is a gift of God.

Each of us will keep track of the beverage we wanted to purchase to drink, or we will assign a value to that morning cup of coffee when we first get to work, and at the end of the 40 days we will donate what we saved to help dig clean water wells in Africa through Blood:Water Mission. We want to help this organization to give clean water to those who don't have a choice. You can learn more about the 40 days of Water by clicking on the banner above or here. If you would like to participate with us in this journey you can download this "scorecard" to keep track of the money you save by only drinking water over the "40 days of Water." You can click on the image below to be taken to a site to download the scorecard file.

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So, will you take part in this with us? If so leave a comment so we can pray together for you; or send me an email, privately. We would love to see a lot of people get involved in this and see the fruits of this act of obedience. We will share with you at the end of the 40 days how much money we were able to save as a group of three (if you want to be included in the group just let me know)! We have never kept track of how much we spent on pop or coffee or milk or juice, so this could be very enlightening. (No need to be legalistic, we think it is okay to have milk in your cereal each morning). :-)

I will send a reminder on February 28th as we start the journey the following day. We believe the Lord will bless this.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Not Just Mere Mortals

Our small group just finished the last lesson in "The Truth Project" last week. There are 12 lessons overall. They were all great, but that last one really got a hold of me.

During the last lesson a man gets interviewed that has not had, by most of our standards, a desirable life. He was abused as a child, his parents divorced, he never knew if his father loved him or not. Over the course of the program (12 weeks) this man was also interviewed on different topics and I thought nothing of it. I thought he was just a punk, tattoo-artist, that thought whatever he wanted to think and will never come around. Man, isn't that a boastful, prideful way for a Christian to think?

That man, isn't just a mere mortal. He has a soul that will go to an eternal place someday. He doesn't know Jesus. My heart broke.

Just think, if every time we interacted with a person we would remember that they are not just a mere mortal? How would we treat people differently? Would our priorities change? Or would we just feel bad about ourselves and for them?

The other day I wrote a Facebook status complaining about how a the customer service lady in front of me was taking her sweet old time. She was sending text messages and answering her cell phone. I spent at least 2 hours sitting across from her at her desk. I didn't once share the gospel with her. I never once thought of her as someone that is either going to have eternal life or eternal damnation. God, change my mind set and attitude to always be aware of the constant battle for the souls of your creation, your children! May we be a people preoccupied with the things of God, sharing with others what living in relationship with Christ truly means!

Hope: When Life Hurts Most

"I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have trouble. But TAKE HEART; I have overcome the world." John 16:33 ESV

Last week I listened to a sermon series by Louie Giglio with Heidi and Carissa. It was entitled "HOPE: When Life Hurts Most." I having been thinking a lot lately about how many of us are extremely worried about the economy, and are experiencing some minor(relatively speaking) troubles. As part of our call back to the States, Heidi and I want to be an encouragement to others, by our actions, TO TAKE HEART! This means that we must take heart ourselves. Christ tells us to be prepared for trouble, he warns us, and gives us a reason to take heart; in His cross! So many times Christians forget to be anchored in and always looking back and pointing to the cross of our salvation! If we always had the cross in front of us, would we be so quick to give up hope in our own circumstances? The body of Christ needs to return to a theology of the cross. Remember, when trouble comes and the bottom falls out on you, it fell out on Jesus too. He knows what it's like. And he's overcome it! Take heart!

I posted the first 10 minutes of the sermon series and you can find the rest on you tube. How has Christ given you peace this week? Is your hope anchored in the cross of Christ? Has the bottom fallen out from under you recently? Can I pray for you or hear your story? Make a comment or email me at jon.heisterkamp@gmail.com.


Thursday, February 5, 2009

Big News and Change around the Corner

How many of you have gone through a major change in your life in the last year or two? All of you?

I have to admit that moving to Panama was a huge change for Heidi and I. Actually, the whole first two years that Heidi and I knew each other and were married was one huge blob of change. I wouldn't take back a second of it!

Heidi and I have been working with LCMS World Mission for nearly three years now and living in Panama for just over two. When we first took this assignment we knew it was where God was calling us to be--we hadn't been married a year when I took the position.

Over the last year, Heidi and I have been pursued by God. It is obvious that coming to Panama has truly changed us. Being here forced us to rely on each other, yes, but ultimately on Jesus. He has been so good to us. After being back stateside to visit family this past summer, we were ready to spend the rest of our lives in Panama if that was what the Lord had us do. Yet....

Towards the end of 2008, Heidi and I both heard from the Lord that we were suppose to leave LCMS World Mission. This was a hard thing to hear. We resisted, especially me. I really do enjoy my job and those who I work with. I enjoy helping the team we have here. But, as you can imagine, trying to conform God to your own comfort zone doesn't usually work. And Panama has become that, our comfort zone. And as Heidi and I grew closer to Him through reading scripture and being in prayer, he continually put it on our hearts that we were to leave LCMS World Mission and return home. Why? Why in the world does he want us to go back to the United States? Why does he want us to leave our friends and spiritual network here? While I do feel called back to the marketplace, the answer is still: we don't know exactly. Maybe it is to take us out of our comfort zone to a place where Jesus isn't the center? What we do know is that we want to obey Him, and when you feel like God is calling you or telling you to do something, it's probably safe to say he has a plan already devised. And more importantly, His interests in mind.

So, what this all means is that by the end of June 2009, Heidi and I (and Sophie) will be packing up our belongings and moving back to the USA. Our plan (subject to change and His greater plan) is to move back to Fort Wayne, IN with Tom and Nancy. They have an apartment attached to their home that they have said we can use during this transition. I have started the job hunt, in essence, by putting my resume out on some head-hunter web sites. We are looking for work in the Fort Wayne area right now, but we would be willing to relocate and consider almost anywhere, if that is where the Lord is leading us. If any of you have connections or would like to make suggestions about certain organizations in need of a high-energy person like me and an awesome teacher like Heidi, please get in touch with us by email here. You can also direct people to my professional profile at http://www.linkedin.com/in/jonheisterkamp.

We ask for your continued prayers and support as we manage this transition. I ask that you pray for the continued work of LCMS World Mission in Latin America. Please pray that the next few months will be extremely productive and beneficial to the mission team and churches that we support; it is important that the organization remain innovative in the way they approach operations in missions.

To those of you who follow my blog because you are financial supporters of mine, I hope that you continue to follow me. It will always be a great way for us to remain connected, and who knows what the Lord is calling us to next!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

The Gift for Helly

So I forgot to post what gift I ended up getting for Helly (I found out it is actually spelled Jelly).  Cute. 

Well after some prayer and just thinking about what a little girl would like to get--and use--and would stimulate her mind while teaching her about Jesus; I decided to use Lisa Asmus's recommendation.  Yes, I purchased the Fisher-Price People's Nativity Set.  Thanks Pastor Aaron for packing it and lugging it to Peru for me!  Jelly loved it and so did her sister Karol.  Here is a picture of when I gave it to them on the last night of our trip in January.

 

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Thanks to all of you who commented with your suggestions.  All were considered and greatly appreciated.  I look forward to future opportunities to communicate like this!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Spasm control

Okay, so this post may damage my reputation as a blogger and writer in general, but I cannot help sharing something that has made me laugh everyday-twice a day-for the last week. I better prep you first.

Most of you all know that I have been traveling to Peru on a regular basis over the last year and a half to work with a local community and help build a new mission. Many of you have even been to Peru with me to join in on this work. Actually, some of you may even be able to proclaim with me that you have suffered from food poisoning, montezuma's revenge, or even parasites living in you (or as I like to call them "my little friends"). It seems that every time I go to Peru I can spend all week eating the local back country food and not get sick. But it is almost guaranteed that on the last night I will eat something in touristy Lima and get extremely sick. I am talking major spasms--(if there are children around you may want to send them to bed)--and it is paralyzing. One time I got so sick from food that I ate in Lima that when I was back in the rural area I had to go to the local po-dunk clinic to receive TWO IV's. I was there for more than 8 hours because I lost so much fluid and weight--just had to soak it all back up.

So anyway, I should have known better than to eat anything in Lima on my last night of my recent trip because that next morning and for the whole following week I was paralyzed. I finally went to the doctor a week later when I wasn't getting better on my own. (I don't know why we men think this way--ah, just give it a few more days and I will feel better). So I've been taking the meds for four days now, and I feel wonderful and I can say that I have had success in my spasm control.

I think the reason why I have been successful is (among the two other medications that kill the parasites) I have been taking this:

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Yeah, I am rolling on the floor even now! I hope this gives you a hop in your step for the rest of the week!

Monday, January 26, 2009

15 pro-life truths from John Piper

1. Existing fetal homicide laws make a man guilty of manslaughter if he kills the baby in a mother’s womb (except in the case of abortion).

2. Fetal surgery is performed on babies in the womb to save them while another child the same age is being legally destroyed.

3. Babies can sometimes survive on their own at 23 or 24 weeks, but abortion is legal beyond this limit.

4. Living on its own is not the criterion of human personhood, as we know from the use of respirators and dialysis.

5. Size is irrelevant to human personhood, as we know from the difference between a one-week-old and a six-year-old.

6. Developed reasoning powers are not the criterion of personhood, as we know from the capacities of three-month-old babies.

7. Infants in the womb are human beings scientifically by virtue of their genetic make up.

8. Ultrasound has given a stunning window on the womb that shows the unborn at eight weeks sucking his thumb, recoiling from pricking, responding to sound. All the organs are present, the brain is functioning, the heart is pumping, the liver is making blood cells, the kidneys are cleaning fluids, and there is a fingerprint. Virtually all abortions happen later than this date.

9. Justice dictates that when two legitimate rights conflict, the limitation of rights that does the least harm is the most just. Bearing a child for adoption does less harm than killing him.

10. Justice dictates that when either of two people must be inconvenienced or hurt to alleviate their united predicament, the one who bore the greater responsibility for the predicament should bear more of the inconvenience or hurt to alleviate it.

11. Justice dictates that a person may not coerce harm on another person by threatening voluntary harm on themselves.

12. The outcast and the disadvantaged and exploited are to be cared for in a special way, especially those with no voice of their own.
13. What is happening in the womb is the unique person-nurturing work of God, who alone has the right to give and take life.

14. There are countless clinics that offer life and hope to both mother and child (and father and parents), with care of every kind lovingly provided by people who will meet every need they can.

15.Jesus Christ can forgive all sins, and will give all who trusts him the help they need to do everything that life requires.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

My Review of The Shack

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The Shack is a heart-felt story of a man's personal experience with God. The main character goes through a horrible tragedy and the book goes on to tell the story about how God enters into relationship with Mack (the main character) and touches his heart.

I have had a great experience reading this book. I finished it last night. Looking back over the last week or so, each time I read the book I found myself desiring a deep intimacy. As I wrote that sentence I was reminded that the one who is reaching out and truly desiring intimacy with us is Jesus Himself. Of course, it is great that I desire intimacy with the Father, but it's not about me wanting it, it's about Him giving it. God desired(s) to have intimacy and relationship with us so much that he sent Jesus, his only son, to make it possible. God in the flesh.

I very much appreciate the story's way of describing the Trinity in perfect unity. None of the three parts of the Trinity acts, hears, or speaks without the other two knowing. They are one in three persons. God is so utterly different than us; but at the same time we are made in the image of Him! That is mind-blowing!

The Shack is a work of fiction and is not a doctrinal dissertation! The truth in this book is the relationship with God that was lost at the fall of man, and that the only way that relationship can be restored is through Christ. And the person(s) that go about expressing that relationship are the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit!

I recommend this book to all of you, no matter where you are at in your walk with God. Whether you are Catholic, Pentecostal, Lutheran or Calvinist, or even an atheist, this story will move you. It will challenge the box that you have put God in and pull you closer to a relationship with Him.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Let us learn from a great leader

A Proclamation.

Whereas, the Senate of the United States, devoutly recognizing the Supreme Authority and just Government of Almighty God, in all the affairs of men and of nations, has, by a resolution, requested the President to designate and set apart a day for National prayer and humiliation.

And whereas it is the duty of nations as well as of men, to own their dependence upon the overruling power of God, to confess their sins and transgressions, in humble sorrow, yet with assured hope that genuine repentance will lead to mercy and pardon; and to recognize the sublime truth, announced in the Holy Scriptures and proven by all history, that those nations only are blessed whose God is the Lord.

And, insomuch as we know that, by His divine law, nations like individuals are subjected to punishments and chastisements in this world, may we not justly fear that the awful calamity of civil war, which now desolates the land, may be but a punishment, inflicted upon us, for our presumptuous sins, to the needful end of our national reformation as a whole People? We have been the recipients of the choicest bounties of Heaven. We have been preserved, these many years, in peace and prosperity. We have grown in numbers, wealth and power, as no other nation has ever grown. But we have forgotten God. We have forgotten the gracious hand which preserved us in peace, and multiplied and enriched and strengthened us; and we have vainly imagined, in the deceitfulness of our hearts, that all these blessings were produced by some superior wisdom and virtue of our own. Intoxicated with unbroken success, we have become too self-sufficient to feel the necessity of redeeming and preserving grace, too proud to pray to the God that made us!

It behooves us then, to humble ourselves before the offended Power, to confess our national sins, and to pray for clemency and forgiveness.

Now, therefore, in compliance with the request, and fully concurring in the views of the Senate, I do, by this my proclamation, designate and set apart Thursday, the 30th. day of April, 1863, as a day of national humiliation, fasting and prayer. And I do hereby request all the People to abstain, on that day, from their ordinary secular pursuits, and to unite, at their several places of public worship and their respective homes, in keeping the day holy to the Lord, and devoted to the humble discharge of the religious duties proper to that solemn occasion.

All this being done, in sincerity and truth, let us then rest humbly in the hope authorized by the Divine teachings, that the united cry of the Nation will be heard on high, and answered with blessings, no less than the pardon of our national sins, and the restoration of our now divided and suffering Country, to its former happy condition of unity and peace.

In witness whereof, I have hereunto set my hand and caused the seal of the United States to be affixed.

Done at the City of Washington, this thirtieth day of March, in the year of our Lord one thousand eight hundred and sixty-three, and of the Independence of the United States the eighty seventh.

President Abraham Lincoln

Doesn't it seem that our nation is in the same circumstances now that we were in when President Lincoln put this national day of fasting and confession into place?  We have SO FORGOTTEN the Lord Jesus in all of the blessings that he has bestowed upon us.  Every blessing that we have comes from Him.  NOT ONE BLESSING IS OF HUMAN ORIGIN!

"Remember therefore from where you have fallen: repent, and do the works you did at first.  If not, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place, unless you repent."  Revelation 2:5

Our nation was built on basic Christian principles, our founding fathers (contrary to what revisionist historians want us to believe) were true, flawed and sinful, Christians.  If you study the founding fathers of our nation you will find that they profess ABSOLUTE truth in the Bible and Christ Crucified, and that any country that desires freedom and liberty must be grounded in absolute truth and morality which comes from Christian faith.  My dear friends there are absolutes in life.  Jesus Christ is the only way to salvation, let us not forget!

Monday, January 19, 2009

An Explanation by one of the contributors to The Shack

Is The Shack Heresy?

By Wayne Jacobsen

We knew it would happen eventually. Frankly we thought it would happen far sooner and in far greater quantity than we have seen to date. But we knew The Shack was edgy enough to prompt some significant backlash, which is why so many publishing companies didn't want to take it on at the beginning.
I never thought everyone was going to love this book. Art is incredibly subjective as to whether a story and style are appealing. I have no problem with a spirited discussion of some of the theological issues raised in The Shack. The books I love most are the ones that challenge my theological constructs and invite a robust discussion among friends, whether I agree with everything in them or not in the end,. That is especially true of a work of fiction where people will bring their own interpretations of the same events or conversations. I never view a book as all good or all bad. It's like eating chicken. Enjoy the meat and toss the bones.
What is surprising, however, is the hostile tone of false accusation and the conspiracy theories that some are willing to put on this book. Some have even warned others not to read it or they will be led into deception. It saddens me that people want to use a book like this to polarize God's family, whether it's overenthusiastic reader thrusting it in someone's face telling them they "must read" this book, or when people read their own theological agendas into a work, then denounce it as heresy.
If you're interested, read it for yourself. Don't let someone else do your thinking for you. If it helps convey the reality of Jesus to you, great! If all you can see is sinister motives and false teaching in it, then put it aside. I don't have time to give a point-by-point rebuttal to the reviews I've read, but I would like to make some comments on some of the issues that have come up since I'm getting way too many emails asking me what I think of some of the questions they raise. I'll also admit at the outset, that I'm biased. Admittedly, I'm biased. I was part of a team with the author of working on this manuscript for over a year and am part of the company formed to print and distribute this book. But I'm also well acquainted with the purpose and passions of this book.
What do I think? I tire of the self-appointed doctrine police, especially when they toss around false accusations like "new age conspiracy", "counterfeit Jesus" or "heresy" to promote fear in people as a way of advancing their own agenda. What many of them don't realize is that research actually shows that more people will buy a book after reading a negative review than they do after reading a positive one. It peaks their curiosity as to why someone would take so much time to denounce someone else's book.
But such reviews also confuse people who are afraid of being seduced into error and for those I think the false accusations demand a response. Let me assure any of you reading this that all three of us who worked on this book are deeply committed followers of Jesus Christ who have a passion for the Truth of the Scriptures and who have studied and taught the life of Jesus over the vast majority of our lifetimes. But none of us would begin to pretend that we have a complete picture of all that God is or that our theology is flawless. We are all still growing in our appreciation for him and our desire to be like him, and we hope this book encourages you to that process as well. In the end, this says the best stuff we know about God at this point in our journeys. Is it a complete picture of him? Of course not! Who could put all that he is into a little story like this one? But if it is a catalyst to get thousands of people to talk about theology--who God is and how he makes himself known in the world--we would be blessed.
This is a story of one believer's brokenness and how God reached into that pain and pulled him out and as such is a compelling story of God's redemption. The pain and healing come straight from a life that was broken by guilt and shame at an incredibly deep level and he compresses into a weekend the lessons that helped him walk out of that pain and find life in Jesus again.
That said, the content of this book does take a harsh look at how many of our religious institutions and practices have blinded people to the simple Gospel and replaced it with a religion of rules and rituals that have long ceased to reflect the Lord of Glory. Some will disagree with that assessment and the solutions this book offers, and the reviews that do so honestly merit discussion. But those who confuse the issues by making up their own back-story for the book, or ascribing motives to its publication without ever finding out the truth, only prove our point.
Here are some brief comments on the major issues that have been raised about The Shack:
Does the book promote universalism?
Some people can find a universalist under every bush. This book flatly states that all roads do not lead to Jesus, while it affirms that Jesus can find his followers wherever they may have wandered into sin or false beliefs. Just because he can find followers in the most unlikely places, does not validate those places. I don't know how we could have been clearer, but people will quote portions out of that context and draw a false conclusion.
Does it devalue Scripture?
Just because we didn't put Scriptural addresses with their numbers and colons at every allusion in the story, does not mean that the Bible isn't the key source in virtually every conversation Mack has with God. Scriptural teachings and references appear on almost every page. They are reworded in ways to be relevant to those reading the story, but at every point we sought to be true to the way God has revealed himself in the Bible except for the literary characterizations that move the story forward. At its core the book is one long Bible study as Mack seeks to resolve his anger at God.
Is this God too nice?
Others have claimed that the God of The Shack is simply too nice, or having him in humorous human situations trivializes him. Really? Who wants to be on that side of the argument? For those who think this God is too easy, please tell me in what way does he let Mack off on anything? He holds his feet to the fire about every lie in his mind and every broken place in his heart. I guess what people these critics cannot see is confrontation and healing inside a relationship of love and compassion. This is not the angry and tyrannical God that religion has been using for 2000 years to beat people into conformity and we are not surprised that this threatens the self-proclaimed doctrine police.
One reviewer even thought this passage from The Shack was a mockery of the true God: "I'm not a bully, not some self-centered demanding little deity insisting on my own way. I am good, and I desire only what is best for you. You cannot find that through guilt or condemnation...." That wasn't mocking God but a view of God that seems him as a demanding, self-centered tyrant? The God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ revealed himself as the God who would lay down his life for us to redeem us to himself.
The words, "I don't want slaves to do my will; I want brothers and sisters who will share life with me," are simply a reflection of John 15:15. Unfortunately those who tend toward legalism among us have no idea how much more completely Jesus transforms us out of a relationship of love, than we could ever muster in our gritted-teeth obedience. This is at the heart of the new covenant--that love will fulfill the law, where human effort cannot.
Does it distort or demean the Trinity?
One of the concerns expressed about The Shack is that it presents the Trinity outside of a hierarchy. In fact many religious traditions think they find their basis for hierarchical organizations in what they've assumed about the Trinity. To look at the Trinity as a relationship without the need for command and control is one of the intriguing parts of this story. If they walk in complete unity, why would a hierarchy be needed? They live in love and honor each other. While in the flesh Jesus did walk in obedience to the Father as our example, elsewhere Scripture speaks of their complete unity, love and glory in relating to each other. Different functions need not imply a different status.
This extends in other ways to look at how healed people can relate to each other inside their relationship with God that defines authority and submission in ways most are not used to, but that are far more consistent with what we see in the early believers and in the teaching of Scripture. It is also true of many believers around the world who are learning to experience the life of Father's family without all the hierarchical maintenance and drama that has plagued followers of Christ since the third century.
People may see this differently and find this challenging, if only because it represents some thought they have not been exposed to before. Here we might be better off having a discussion instead of dragging out the "heretic" label when it is unwarranted.
Does it leave out discussions about church, salvation and other important aspects of Christianity?
This is some of the most curious complaints I've ever read. This is the story about God making himself available to one of his followers who is being swallowed up by tragedy and his crisis of faith in God's goodness over it. This is not a treatise on every element of theological study. Perhaps we should have paused in the story to have an altar call, or perhaps we should have drug a pipe organ into the woods and enlisted a choir to hold a service, but that was not the point.
Is this a Feminist God?
The book uses some characterizations of God to mess with the religious stereotypes only to get people to consider God as he really is, not how we have reconstituted him as a white, male autocrat bent on religious conformity. There are important reasons in the story why God takes the expressions he does for Mack, which underlines his nature to meet us where we are, to lead us to where he is. While Jesus was incarnated as man, God as a spirit has no gender, even though we fully embrace that he has taken on the imagery of the Father to express his heart and mind to us. We also recognize Scripture uses traditional female imagery to help us understand other aspects of God's person, as when Jesus compares himself to a hen gathering chicks, or David likens himself to a weaned child in his mother's arms.
Has it touched people too deeply?
Some reviewers point to Amazon.com reviews and people who have claimed it had a transforming effect on their spiritual lives as proof of its demonic origin. Please! How absurd is that? Do we prefer books that leave people untouched? This book touches lives because it deals with God in the midst of pain in an honest, straightforward way and because for many this is the first time they have seen the power of theology worked out inside a relationship with God himself.
Does The Shack promote Ultimate Reconciliation (UR)?
It does not. While some of that was in earlier versions because of the author's partiality at the time to some aspects of what people call UR, I made it clear at the outset that I didn't embrace UR as sound teaching and didn't want to be involved in a project that promoted it. In my view UR is an extrapolation of Scripture to humanistic conclusions about our Father's love that has to be forced on the biblical text.
Since I don't believe in UR and wholeheartedly embrace the finished product, I think those who see UR here, either positively or negatively are reading into the text. To me that was the beauty of the collaboration. Three hearts weighed in on the theology to make it as true as we could muster. The process also helped shape our theologies in honest, protracted discussions. I think the author would say that some of that dialog significantly affected his views. This book represents growth in that area for all of us. Holding him to the conclusions he may have embraced years earlier would be unfair to the ongoing process of God in his life and theology.
That said, however, I'm not afraid to have that discussion with people I regard as brothers and sisters since many have held that view in the course of theological history. Also keep in mind that the heretic hunters lump many absurd notions into what they call UR, but when I actually talk to those people partial to some view of ultimate reconciliation they do not endorse all the absurdities ascribed to them. This is a heavily nuanced discussion with UR meaning a lot of different things to different people. For myself, I am convinced that Jesus is someone we have to accept through repentance and belief in this age to participate in his life.
Throughout The Shack Mack's choices are in play, determining what he will let God do in his life through their encounter. He is no victim of God's process. He is a willing participant at every juncture. And even though Papa says "He is reconciled to all men" he also notes that, "not all men are reconciled to me."
Is the author promoting the emergent movement?
This guilt-by-association tactic is completely contrived. Neither the author, nor Brad and I at Windblown have ever been part of the emergent conversation. Some of their bloggers have written about the book, but we have not had any significant contact with the leaders of that movement and they have not been the core audience that has embraced this book.
That said I have met many people in the emergent conversation that have proved to be brothers and sisters in the faith. While I'm not nuts about all they do, a lot of the statements made about them by critics are as false as what some say about The Shack. They do deeply embrace the Scriptures. As I see it they are not trying to re-invent Christianity, but trying to communicate it in ways that captures a new generation. While I don't agree with many of the conclusions they're sorting through at the moment, they are not raving humanists. I have found them passionate seekers of the Lord Jesus Christ, who are asking some wonderful questions about God and how he makes himself known in us.
Does The Shack promote new age philosophy or Hinduism?
Amazingly some people have made assumptions about some of the names to think there is some eastern mysticism here, but when you hear how Paul selected the names he did it wasn't to make veiled references to Hinduism, black Madonnas, or anything else. It was to uncover facets of God's character that are clear in the Scriptures.
It's amazing how much people will make up to indulge their fantasies and falsely label something to fit their own conclusions. Some have even insisted that Mack flying in his dreams was veiled instructions in astral travel. Absolutely absurd! Has this man never read fiction, or had a dream? Just because someone screams there is a demon under that bush, doesn't mean there is.
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We realize this would be a challenging read for those who see no difference between the religious conditioning that underlies Christianity as it is often presented in the 21st Century and the simple, powerful life in Christ that Jesus offered to his followers. Our hope was to help people see how the Loving Creator can penetrate our defenses and lead us to healing. Our prayer is that through this book people will see the God of the Bible as Jesus presented him to be--an endearing reality who wants to love us out of our sin and bondage and into his life. This is a message of grace and healing that does not condone or excuse sin, but shows God destroying it through the dynamic relationship he wants with each of his children.
We realize folks will disagree. We planned on it. We appreciate the interaction of those who have honest concerns and questions. Those who have been captured by this story are encouraged to search the Scriptures to see if these things are so and not trust us or the ravings of those who misinterpret this book, either threatened by its success, or those who want to ride on it to push their own fear-based agenda.

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I realize this is a long post to read, but I thought it would be appropriate to post this after my post yesterday. Does is it stimulate any thoughts for conversation?